The struggle with writing is being able to say what you want and at the same time attain the audience to read what it is you have to say. Many writers vacillate between euphoria and angst within this medium, because it's a struggle to be understood and be heard. What I've done is given up on the desire to gain an audience, and instead create what I want in the way that I want, for my own benefit. This is the only way that I can keep my integrity and be happy. Fame be damned.
I have written two works thus far: The Science of Discontent and Like Hitchhiking in Space, both which are available on Amazon.com for a nominal fee. You can obtain them in both paperback and Kindle formats.